Trust, Believe, Succeed;)

What happened to those late night talks? Remember…those nights we stayed up talking countless hours. Those nights where we’d joke around and say stupid things. Those stupid nights. Gaaaah, I miss those nights. But that was BEFORE we started dating. BEFORE everything got so serious. Now, we’re just like ehhh.. I don’t even know or care anymore. BEFORE all you could hear was laughter through the phone. NOW, all you hear is silence. And why??? Because you knock out on my every night. I feel like I’m useless. I can feel that we’re already fading away. I am not making any excuses but I just wished things were different. If you’re going to call me and just knock out on me, you must be stupid to think that I’m going to sit there and wait for you. What am I suppose to do? Sit there while you sleep? I don’t think so, I’m just going to hang up. Don’t bother calling back either because there is no point in calling back. I’m just so done with it. The first couple times I thought it was cute, but now since it’s more of like a routine rather than on accident I’m getting sick and tired of it. It’s rather annoying THAN cute. Huuuuh, I just don’t give two fucks about you at the moment. -.- I am ashamed to say this but I am better off alone. When I was single, I didn’t have to worry about being stood up or waiting on someone. Gaaah, how I miss it but at the same time I miss being with someone who “cares” about me. Huuuuh, fuck it. I just don’t care anymore. -_-